every part of my being to this feeling. I exist on every level except that of human emotion. It seems
as if Life drags me up and down, pulling me deeper and deeper into the pits of all human existence.
Maybe this is why I don't want to feel? Because my Life already mimics all the emotions that my
own humanity has to offer? Would this be twice the tidal wave of life coming at me, full force and
unrelenting? I also know that I have to deal with others emotions and maybe this is why I don't want
want to feel my own energy. Dealing with others negative vibes sometimes leaves me so vulnerable
and drained, that I might not notice that I am not paying attention to how I feel. Or maybe I just don't
want my Life to be real sometimes and not taking control over my feelings are way to shrug off
responsibility and escape from this world? Or maybe I just need a break form all that I am and am
going to be? As wonder I wax and wane through all that this experience of my Humanity has to offer
Always wondering what adventural emotional adventure lurks around each corner. Drawing me into
the vortex that my existence sometimes feels like. Emotions are also my Lifeblood in this world as I
see it. Why is such an important part of Life, so sometimes hard for me to go through? Maybe
because this is the toughest boundary for me to cross, this path might also be the most rewarding, but
dare I cross into this wavy, blurred line of my purpose? And maybe I won't have a choice and will be
just dragged down over, out, skyhigh and twisted without any say so? I now know I know not and I
will just keep living, learning and loving... Until next time you poison passion of emotional life!
Brett "Live In" Drummond
Yep especially that last line
Brett "Living Life" Drummond
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